Alone

People have their own self-conciousness, which is seperated from each other's. It means the ultimate loneliness of homosapiens where they are alone eventually. They mesure the possibility to sympathize with someone else. They find it painful when there is no chance to communicate with someone. Some of them realize the inevitable situations which they have to stand. Others would be timid on eternal alienation. But both are even the victim of alienated self-conciousness. And people hope to communicate with others whatever they keep inside. This is the biological limit of homosapiens only left being an organism alone. How about having sympathy with people. Sympathy here is effort to understand someone else, trying to communicate and not being selfish - Looking around to find the lonely, taking care of them. If it could be the solution, I would call it the extending the limit of human being.

Fear

What are you afraid of? Tell me about your deepest fear. Why are we always hesitating? enough is enough. Just go ahead. that's it.
Few years ago, I have met a man who called himself a person with no fear. He looks free and confident. He taught me how to overcome worry about trivial things. He said, I always falled into the trap of believing in pain of losing something. Since I met him, I have been trying to live each moment to the fullest. and It seems going well for me for a while. Incidentally, The man' name was Zorba.
You've got it right. I feel much free than when I usally stuck to small stuffs. I could throw away the fear I kept inside myself. I thought it's ok even if I hurt, even if I lost, only In case of my problem.
What it all seemed to boil down to was love. After throwing all the things away, I could get at one thing left, What I never could dispose. I think I could empty my mind. but It was not true.
Now I know that your pain is much more painful than mine. your lose is more fearful than I lost. I was possible to overcome every fear, except for losing you. I didn't know what I was supposed to do, when you would hurt. Then I realized that one desire left inside me, one fear left inside myself was you. It was love. It was the latest fear.

consciousness of our behavings

People care about their features. Not just only their clothings or make-ups, We always think
about how other people see us. We are conscious of our behavings.
But no one can take care of every single action of themselves. It comes out, when you miss, that
the genuine feature of yourself - words, intonation, expression, the glitter of one's eyes which
you were not concious of.
People can see those. From those, We see the truth, stealing a glance into your mind, feeling the
originality of a person. Above all, we fall in love from those.

Hi, This is my first publishment.

It's pleasure to meet you everyone who comes to my blog.

My name is Seung-Hong Rhee in korean but call me Scott.

I'm a 22-year-old university student.

My home town is seoul and I came to Canada two weeks ago for studying english.

Anyway, I hope you enjoying my publishments. I'll work hard. thanks.