Fear

What are you afraid of? Tell me about your deepest fear. Why are we always hesitating? enough is enough. Just go ahead. that's it.
Few years ago, I have met a man who called himself a person with no fear. He looks free and confident. He taught me how to overcome worry about trivial things. He said, I always falled into the trap of believing in pain of losing something. Since I met him, I have been trying to live each moment to the fullest. and It seems going well for me for a while. Incidentally, The man' name was Zorba.
You've got it right. I feel much free than when I usally stuck to small stuffs. I could throw away the fear I kept inside myself. I thought it's ok even if I hurt, even if I lost, only In case of my problem.
What it all seemed to boil down to was love. After throwing all the things away, I could get at one thing left, What I never could dispose. I think I could empty my mind. but It was not true.
Now I know that your pain is much more painful than mine. your lose is more fearful than I lost. I was possible to overcome every fear, except for losing you. I didn't know what I was supposed to do, when you would hurt. Then I realized that one desire left inside me, one fear left inside myself was you. It was love. It was the latest fear.